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Hello everyone,
Thanks for reading my posts and frequent visit to my blog. Thanks also for your comments though majority of it I didn’t approve but I still kept it.
However, please do not jump into conclusion or comment things that you are not sure or don’t even know about it. I have friends walking up to me asking me questions when they themselves don’t even read my blog!!! So hush hush. Really nothing ain’t that grand to spread.
I am doing this to protect that particular person I loved whole heartedly, and that is my didi. He is an innocent party and whatever I wrote were all my thoughts and feel. He don’t know. In fact he don’t read my blog.
We happen to be very close and I insisted that he be my didi. Nothing much nothing less and so please do not try and read in between the lines. I know what I wrote could be very emo, very “relationship” type of issue, problem, but hey thats me. It has got nothing to do with him.
So, he is not gay and yes, we are not a couple and I am not the jilted one.
He is just my beloved didi that I love whole heartedly.
Envy? Jealous?
Be my guest.
Thank you.
Budaoweng aka didi de only gege.
不管過了多久，
我們的天空，始終是相連著的吧？
因為那是我們手牽手，
一起愛過的證明……
Movie not that interesting as compared to the novel. in fact a bit slow though certain scene and dialogue were good. Still touching…depending how you look at it.
I couldn’t help myself but teared.
It was not superficial wound. Its terrible and it hurts. Hurt bad.
i really do not know how to tell you how painful i was when I saw the pix. Its like a sharp pointed object pierecing thru my heart and when in it, twist and turn and as if wanting to blend it.
I wish I were dead.
I dont know how to face you. in fact that will make me more determine to leave.
Not that what we have talked gone to waste. Just that well, I do not know how to explain.
Take care
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Pam Pam I love this pix.. You always captured my mood when you take pix for me….So well…
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Dear Buddy Bear,
I am afraid I have disappoint you once again. Please dont be mad. Please dont give up. Please listen to me.
I am sorry.
Sorry Buddy Bear.
Always happen to me
錯過我沒被看見
那個自己
I always do this
有些情緒
是該說給
懂的人聽
I will do this
時間可以磨去我的稜角
有些堅持卻永遠磨不掉
請容許我
小小的驕傲
I never forget what you said. just that I dont know why I am so drawn to ZZ.
Guess this is my fate. I wanted to give up many times le but I just couldn’t. Hard habit to break.
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I really appreciate what you have done and really lost of words to describe how much I appreciate you.
You stood by me, EVERYTIME.
You listened to me, EVERYTIME.
You consoled me, EVERYTIME.
You helped me both work and personal, EVERYTIME
You find time for me, EVERYTIME.
You helped to analyse when I am in doubts, EVERYTIME.
But I didn’t listen to you….am sorry.
12TH MAY 2008 FAJAR
I shall never forget:
the not so comfy cast iron bench,
the noisy children behind,
the bread that you insist I eat,
the song that kept repeating and irks you,
the hoon kie we smoked,
the keat huay chwee you bought,
the songs you skipped so I wont feel worst,
the tissue paper you offer,
the half way thru you blue tooth the song to you mobile,
the my berms dropping,
the long toe nails you have,
the watch that looks good on you,
the you called “CLEANSING WIND” that made us feel good.
All and all, you are the BEST.
P/S: THE PLACE AND BENCH IS SO DIFFERENT FROM SENG KANG.
OOPS, DIDN’T THROW THE PLASTIC BAG AWAY…..
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這是一首簡單的小情歌
唱著人們心腸的曲折
我想我很快樂 當有你的溫熱
腳邊的空氣轉了
這是一首簡單的小情歌
唱著我們心頭的白鴿
我想我很適合 當一個歌頌者
青春在風中飄著
你知道 就算大雨讓這座城市顛倒
我會給你懷抱
受不了 看見你背影來到
寫下我 度秒如年難挨的離騷
就算整個世界被寂寞綁票
我也不會奔跑
逃不了 最後誰也都蒼老
寫下我 時間和琴聲交錯的城堡
da da da da…
這是一首簡單的小情歌
唱著我們心頭的白鴿
我想我很適合 當一個歌頌者
青春在風中飄著
你知道 就算大雨讓這座城市顛倒
我會給你懷抱
受不了 看見你背影來到
寫下我 度秒如年難挨的離騷
就算整個世界被寂寞綁票
我也不會奔跑
逃不了 最後誰也都蒼老
寫下我 時間和琴聲交錯的城堡
你知道 就算大雨讓這座城市顛倒
我會給你懷抱
受不了 看見你背影來到
寫下我 度秒如年難挨的離騷
就算整個世界被寂寞綁票
我也不會奔跑
最後誰也都蒼老
寫下我 時間和琴聲交錯的城
Think this song so you two.
I am not being magnanimous. Still hate it but its a nice song.
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Sometimes, certain things are best remain untold and you probably shouldn’t know.
Knowing the answer will not make you feel better. You just know and you can’t do anything. This is because the decision maker is not you. You have got no choice!
Having a closure or not is not important anymore. Who initiated is not a matter of life and dead anymore. The missing link is not crucial to you anymore. What matter most is YOU.
Are you gonna follow your heart or your brain? If you listen to your heart, then you must be prepared that such incident might surface again. Are you willing to take the 2nd blow? If you follow your heart…how long are you gonna wait for a reply/answer. He moved on (obviously aimlessly) you don’t have to. You have a heart that tells you that you still love him and willing to talk it out even if ending is not what you or both of you wanted. This is the heart that is brave and willing to face any consequences and the heart that he discarded.
Bottom line is, does he deserve this beautiful heart that has lots lots of love?
If you follow your brain…I don’t have to write this liaoz.
Darling, follow the heart doesn’ t mean give in or be submissive. Follow your heart means give your self sometime to settle down, keep him in a little corner of your heart and move forward with your life.
Time will heal all wounds but scar will remain.
TIME WILL NOT HEAL THE PAIN BUT TIME WILL MAKE YOUR PAIN MORE BEARABLE.
For you Pamela Xie HuiMin
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I dont care…I think this is true. Die, I have to resolve to this!
One of your most recent dreams included some confusing visions that left you scratching your head the next day. Do you think that these visions hold instructions to finding happiness? Nope. They’re just various ideas that your subconscious has been toying with. You will gain more insight by consciously trying out new schemes in your daily life than you will by trying to translate these night visions into action. Focus on your waking life. The dreams are thumbnail sketches for your subconscious.
